.Monday, May 26, 2008 ' 10:52 PM Y
i think my life is boring. doing math for the whole day is totally NO LIFE. stupid exams i hate it. i always loathe exam period because the word STRESS sets in heavily:(
i rmbr all the 'chiong-ing hme after sch to study' days last year when prelims and o's were nearing. how we used to go hme IMMEDIATELY after sch to study. not tat we're nerds but its because we didnt have much time left and alot of topics were still untouched. super no life.
many people are coming up with their study schedules for the hol and i really think i should start planning mine because i really think i dun have time to cover every topic. ohno. tats the result of not paying attention in lecture, when i look at notes on bio,chem,econs, its like.. the first time im looking at it. haiz i shall make full use of the study session at cc with weitian tmr. i have been failing all tests (except for tat one math test) in term1 and 2. so demoralising. i know tat the content of the subj are getting tougher and its more difficult to score well but sometimes i just wish for a mark tat is satisfactory enough to assure me tat im not tat bad.
previously in ahs, test marks was all about getting that a1.but now, a pass will totally make my day.get the big diff? like how i got 16/25 for econs essay! the first assignment tat i achieved a PASS for econs! haiz i seriously hope i'll do better for mid years.
i think my friends think tat i have short term memory or smth. i haven been talking to some of them for quite a while and recently when i talked to them, they said "woah, i tot u forget bout me oready" like wth?! i do not forget people tat easily la wl. but it was great talking to them because i seem to have so many things to tell them.
i really really hope tat six of us can meet up again because i miss all of u !! we must create another day of history. haiz sometimes its so so much better to talk to friends whom u dont see everyday.